Morning ... I m using "blogger" ... a free blog. It has been for years ... since 2008, to be exact. Yes ... since blogsome "disappeared" from the cyber-space. I used to blog using blogsome and Xanga ... and it is about my teaching-days when I was in Sabah. That was like ... since 2002?

Way before blogspot(by blogger) created ... I blogged using forums. Yeah ... till today, after blogging for 15-20 years ... I still do not understand MANY terms ... example : hosting, domains ... what-have-you. I am just a blogger ... not creating a site to sell (online-shop) anything ... it is a way introverts express themselves .... by writing their thoughts ... just like decades ago, we have what we called "DIARY".

Yeah ... till today, I really prefer to write a diary ... a journey of my trading, recorded in daily basis. Yes ... I will just sit there ... write and write and write ... if given 'free' time ... I will just let my thoughts flow ... and my few fingers to move(by the way, I m typing these lines with 4-5 fingers only).

No particular topics for the day ... no pre-planned post or even pre-set the time to release the post! hey, it is 'live' and I like it natural ...

But ... that is NOT what I was told ... people/readers do not want the random-ness in a blog ... readers come to view our blogs for their interests or values. We need to CATER for their needs!! Blah-blah ...

over the years ... I have TRIED to change myself(haha ... you should see how I blogged some 10years ago ... really a personal diary!! ) ... I have refrained myself from use some not-so-pleasant words ... or perhaps, LESS blunt. Also ... I have taken 'politics' away from my posts ... that is one emotional-hell we all going through ... having shit-head leaders. Ooppss ... better don't go to that level again.

Where am I? Yes ... I m just a blogger ... majority of readers out there could NOT understand what a REAL blogger does ... we BLOG.

We write .. and write .. even no one is reading. That is REAL bloggers do ... we write in the space provided, without any intention to offend anyone ... or to create 'havoc' ... we wish for freedom of speech we will NEVER have as long as we are in Malaysia. I longed for freedom to write ... anything I wanted ... without prejudice, without favour.

But ... I was too naïve. Really 'tin-chan' kinda person. The world is no longer so simple ... people have been much more complicated in their thinking, complex and so .... what is the word liao ar? Yes ... sophisticated. See .. the lacking in my vocab ... and my not-so-good grammar didn't stop me from blogging! haha ... I m a simple person ... I like simple words ... u faham, I faham ... cukup. Nothing need to show-off.

10.30am : I am at Sunway Pyramid now ... brought my girl(and mommy) for the Barbie-activities while continuing my blog at Popular here, reading The Star-biz and baby-sitting my boy.