At a news conference after his team’s Cricket World Cup loss to New Zealand, as the emotions of the defeated captain were almost painfully raw, AB de Villiers’ most revealing answer was of only one word.
De Villiers’ voice cracked as he fielded questions, and he paused at times to wipe his eyes. At other moments, his answers trailed off and he looked almost vacantly into the middle distance.
Finally, he was asked whether this was the worst he had felt on a cricket field, and he answered, simply, frankly, “Yes.”
That single syllable spoke more eloquently than any of his deeper and more reasoned answers. This was the nadir of de Villiers’ career as South Africa captain. His deep belief in his team’s ability to win under any circumstances had been tested and even shaken, and he found the dissolution of his hopes almost too much to bear.
“It doesn’t make me feel better at all,” he said. “My goal is to win games of cricket, to take glory home, and make a difference in the nation’s heart and hope, and we didn’t achieve that, and it hurts quite a bit. I’m gutted. We had our chances and didn’t take them.
“Lots of people back home were supporting us. We think of all of them, and it’s so bad. We wanted to take that trophy back home, but life moves on, the sun will come up tomorrow.”
De Villiers’ disappointment was greatly increased by knowing South Africa had the winning of the game. A crucial dropped catch, when Farhaad Berhadien and JP Duminy collided in the outfield, gave an amazing let-off to Grant Elliott, who went on to make 84-not-out and hit the winning runs.
More personally, de Villiers botched his attempt to run out Corey Anderson, who went on to make 58, in an incident which might have changed the trajectory of the match.
“It’s one of the moments,” he said, “We had several chances to win the game tonight, and it was not the only chance.
“I tried my best to catch the ball, I didn’t, and life moves on. We had our chances after that but if you want to see it that way, that I cost us the match, I’ll take it.”
The match came down to a final over from which New Zealand needed 12 runs and which de Villiers allocated to his veteran fast bowler Dale Steyn.
“We discussed every single ball,” de Villiers said. “Yorker, slower ball, hard length. We were trying everything.
“Elliott was walking across the wicket quite a bit trying to use the pace. He wants you to go for a yorker so he can use the pace down to the boundary. We decided to go length so he’d play and miss at it, and he played one of the best shots of his life, probably the best.”
